"Wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you."

Ah, the relentless pursuer. Waiting to recapture his first love. Though Richard Marx was talking to a girl in this song, sometimes I feel like it is God talking to me through the song. Me, His first love, and though I wander so far sometimes, He is always right there waiting for me. Sometimes I feel like that is how the last four years have been. Supposedly, one plays the college game. Graduate high school, find something remotely interesting to study, major in it, and graduate and find a good job. I am all of a sudden feeling a little rushed. And somehow, what I majored in no longer seems to be what I am supposed to major in. How did that happen?!?!?!?! I mean, did I do the right thing. Was this the path that i was being led on or did I stray from the plan. Should I reconsider this path or add on another major or go to graduate school and study something completely different? And what about a job... I feel as though my options are wide open. I could do anything in my field, but do I want to to be in my field? And just because I am good at something, does that mean that I should be doing it for the rest of my life? Or is there something that I am better at... could I use my gifts elsewhere? Hmm... more thoughts on this later... because I will graduate soon with a degree and what to do?!?!?!?!